Sorry for the unannounced break from blogger. I decided to keep myself busy with yoga and work and trying to live my life again last month. I have to say that it was a great month. I thought that the time away would help me find myself again since sometimes I feel like I'm losing it (literally) in this whole struggle. Well, I think I was successful with those goals. I'm feeling better about myself and about the whole infertility situation. I also was really hoping to come back on here and announce my BFP, but alas...AF arrived yesterday and today is CD 2.
I had my baseline ultrasound yesterday and it showed that the cyst on my left had completely resolved but now I had a new cyst on my right, likely a corpus luteum cyst from where I ovulated. I really thought that I was going to have to sit out another cycle when the doctor said, well I guess you just like to make these big corpus luteum cysts and I think we can go ahead with treatment this month. YEA!!! So, I start month 2 of femara tomorrow morning (after spending $186 on filling my prescription last night.)
I have a new plan for this month that only involves positive thinking. Every day I'm going to tell myself that this is the month that I will get pregnant and I'm going to believe that. Let's face it even when I try to tell myself that it isn't going to work, I'm still crushed when AF arrives. So, this is it. This is the month that I get my BFP. Here we go!!