Yesterday was my 2nd IUI. I started cramping Monday night and all day yesterday, so I think that our timing was perfect this time around. CJ stepped up to the plate and hit a home run with a count of 72 million and 6% morphology. I'm so proud of him. I've decided that this time around I am going to think and act like I'm already pregnant in the hopes of actually making it happen.
So, I'm now 1dpIUI and I'm considering myself pregnant. Yea!! Now, I just need to wait 2 more weeks to confirm what I already know with a HPT. CJ's on board too with this super-hopeful mentality this month. For the next 2 weeks, I will abstain from alcohol, sushi, lunch meat, heavy exercise in the hopes of turning my thought into reality. Yes, I know I'm trying to believe myself pregnant. I've tried being realistic and pessimistic and angry at god and it hasn't worked and I've just felt lonely and bitter. Now, I'm going with happy and hopeful and pregnant (until proven otherwise!) Plus, I'm talking to God again and going to church and it feels great!!
Please send some positive thoughts and baby dust this way to help me through the next 2 weeks!
In other news, I'm working in the ICU again this month, so hopefully I can stay sane at work. At least it will give me time to blog and read blogs when I'm not busy.
Thanks to all my wonderful followers for sticking around through my long absence. I'm glad you're here!