Thursday, July 7, 2011
i'm not sure why but i'm sad today. maybe because its been a slow day at work. maybe because one of my co-worker's wife is 39.5weekss pregnant and due any day now and i really thought that i'd at least be pregnant by the time she delivered. i'm also starting to lose hope that i'll ever get pregnant again and have a healthy baby. i never imagined that it would take me this long after my miscarriage to pregnant again and there's no end in site. sorry for such a downer post but the purpose of my blog is to be able to vent these emotions and today i'm feeling hopeless. i just want to be pregnant again already.