Thursday, July 7, 2011

Sad today

i'm not sure why but i'm sad today.  maybe because its been a slow day at work.  maybe because one of my co-worker's wife is 39.5weekss pregnant and due any day now and i really thought that i'd at least be pregnant by the time she delivered.  i'm also starting to lose hope that i'll ever get pregnant again and have a healthy baby.  i never imagined that it would take me this long after my miscarriage to pregnant again and there's no end in site.  sorry for such a downer post but the purpose of my blog is to be able to vent these emotions and today i'm feeling hopeless.  i just want to be pregnant again already.


  1. Dude. I am right there with ya. Why can't we just press fast-forward and hit the time we are holding our newborn? I wouldn't even mind being sent back to today if I could see that it will truly happen in the (preferrably near) future.

  2. Totally feeling your sadness today. I'm pretty bummed myself. Ugh. Here's to hoping we have better days soon. Big hugs to u.

  3. Don't apologize for writing what you want and need's YOUR blog. I'm sorry...I wish it were easier for you, me, and everyone in the infertility world.