We cannot get pregnant on our own. I'm pretty depressed right now. I tried to convince myself that I would just be so happy that we were getting to start IVF, but I held on to hope that maybe we would be one of the lucky couples that got pregnant the month before they started IVF. Alas...AF arrived last night. I guess even Santa Clause couldn't deter her.
So tonight I start BCP and begin a 14 day countdown until my monitoring ultrasound and empty our savings account day.
I am excited and I'll be more excited, but I'm still a little sad and these cramps are just making things worse right now....