Today is CD 2. I was pretty upset yesterday. I really thought that this was our month...that we were going to get lucky on a break month after my HSG. Oh well. That marks 6 cycles of trying, 8 total cycles, and 10 months since my miscarriage. I really never thought that it would take this long to get pregnant again. I feel like I have been able to work past and through my grief from my miscarriage, but I just don't think I'll be complete and whole again until I get pregnant and have a baby. Let me tell you, I cannot wait until that time!! I still feel like its coming soon and the positive from last cycle was that I ovulated on my own.
This month, its a whole new ballgame. I'll be on clomid again, but this time CD 3-7 (so I start tomorrow!!) Then, its in for a CD 12 ultrasound which I have to pay for out of pocket (not fun at all) and then we'll see! I'm not really that hopeful this month, but I'm excited for the extra monitoring and who knows maybe I'll even get a trigger shot out of it and ovulate at a normal time instead of CD 19-22ish.
Cycle 7 here we come!!